Break Even

At some point you will realize that you have done too much for someone,
that the only next posible step to do is to STOP. Leave them alone. Walk away.
Its not like you're giving up or shouldn't try. Its just that you have to draw a line
of determination from desperation. What is truly yours will eventually be yours,
and what is not, no matter how hard you try, will never be.

future

All of a sudden.. bunch of peers are getting married. Nice.. happy for them :)

Something came thru my mind, if im still with you.. what will us be? yea.. we'll probably getting married soon too after 7 years of relationship. But too bad, things doesn't work out the way we wanted. My bad. The ending might be different if we started late.. After i explored the world, after u became matured.. Right person but wrong timing.

How bout u? the one i love so much that im willing to give up everything for? u said this is not the end yet.. u asked me to believe that u are building a better foundation for our future.. i dont know.. how can i trust when u dun even fetch me to hospital when i got asthma attack? i wanna love u n i loved u a lot. But things you said n your promises is so much different from what you do. Should i make it as a childish act? or should i make it as selfish? that you only love me when i m lovable, n you dont love me anymore when im a burden. if i wait for you, it cost me 2 years of my precious youth, do you know how much is that cost for a girl? what if you fail me like you used to do? its not just "sorry" can compensate. if you fail do you lose anything? no.

yea, i shouldnt put u as the priority of my life anymore. im sorry. i wish we can fight for our future together.

纠结

我 渐渐看透了。

爱是双向的。只有我一个人努力的改变是不够的。

不断的原谅，不断的给机会，我好累。

为什么我这么执着？而你却当作理所当然。

你不明白。

没关系，是时候给你时间去明白。。也是时候放手了

不打扰 是我的温柔；放开手是我最后的爱。

你还是我想要的那个人吗？

开始学习，不在意你。