Its good friday, meaning its been a year that I have come to city harvest church :D I was invited by Alfred to easter production last year. Since then, my life has change tremendously.. *good n bad* However, my faith n relationship with God has gone to a whole new level like never before!!! God has never been so real before. People n leaders here r spiritual, love God n serve God faithfully. I'm so influenced n encouraged by them! N giving the best to God. I thank God for my leaders n my churchmates. In here, I re-found my refuge, my passion to serve God again.
Maybe because I have found such a great love, I can't bear to see those who had it stray away.. There's no accident in our lives. Everything happened with a purpose.
These couple of months, get to stay in touch with my ex-church frens. Got to know that some of them lost their faith. I was once in their shoes. I know how it feels. Christianity is just a religion.. Nothing much related to my life. God was so far away that I couldn't feel Him. Sometimes I even doubt what I was believing. I knew there's a God called Jesus. He died for me at the cross. I knew everything about bible. I just knew it from knowledge but I didn't really experience him. Life is still tough, its still all by myself. I went to church, serving just to fulfill my obligation as a christian. I was disappointed to people in church. So what they called themselves a christian? Yet being hypocrite, judging than anyone else. Christianity, is just too unrealistic. I know..
But, now everything has completely changed! I'm so urge to share with my frens about the good news, and what I ve experience throughout these times!! It become a burden that God put into me, to find back all the lost sheep!! Slowly by slowly, I rebuild the friendship with them. My heart was so pain till I feel like cryin that words can't explain. I do not know how to tell them how much God loves them n how real God is! The only thing I can do is invited them to easter service n prayed that God will touch their heart, they ll get back to their first love again.
Miracles happened! At first I didn't put much hope but just to bring them to see how my church is cuz as far as I know their hearts were cold for quite some times already. But God's presence is amazing. God's love is wonderful. No one can stand before Him but only to surrender. He is so gentle that u couldn't run away from him but only pour out ur pain n weaknesses. I do the best n God do the rest. Yes, this is the experience that I cannot describe to them, but God help me tell them already. Praise God they were touched by the presence of God. Hallelujah.
This is the first step n I hope they can keep comin n experience God more :) I believed soon their life will be transformed and found their faith again in Jesus name!
Christianity is not a religion but a relationship with God.
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