hi everyone ♥ its been awhile since i last blogged. Just a lil update bout my life recently.. wads goin on.. ;)
♥ My Uni
YAY~ finally, after a long wait (6 months), im able to start schooling again! hmm... school work was easy.. lecturer was boring.. classmates was speechless. ya, i mean literally speechless. They are so quiet!! its almost a month after i start class. But i dun really know them. They r really well-behaved. Aww.. i miss my crazy hyper-active BDH 31!! At least throw me some drinking kaki can or not?? Its not like imma get drunk every time, but drinkers normally are much more friendly, out-going n fun then u think.
Apart from that, i just done my TIS exam last week. Cheh.. was easy pissy.. i wonder what m i running away from. Bcuz of fear, i hv run away from this exam for 2 times!! which cost me rm1000!!! If i knew it was not as hard as i thought, i would probably went to France with my bf already. DAMN.
♥ My Ministry
Anyway, I thank God for what I ve been through all this while. As u know, last year was a turning point in life for me. I broke up with my ex, failed my exam, complicated in relationships, jobless, lost my friends i hang out for so many yrs.. My world got all messed up just in a blink! Luckily, get to know my cg E34+39. They are awesome. Felt loved n acceptance by them. Maybe they did not realize, but actually all these small lil action was incredibly important to me during that time when i was lonely n crashed. Father God loves me a lot. He really holds me when i fall, leads me when im lost. After all that i been through, I looked back, I saw how amazing is His grace, He never forsake me, I saw how He guides me to now, one step by one step.
N so, I wanna serve Him. Like I mentioned in my previous post, that God told me He wanna use me when i feel useless. His words are so true, n now, im serving in worship team, makeup ministry n dance ministry! Huuray~ Praise God! :D
M a lil bit stress, cuz have to juggle so much at a same time, i scare i couldn't do well. Like saturday, I have to observe worship practice, afterwards have to rush to make up room n see how Make-up God makeup. Haha... But i know God's grace is sufficient for me!
♥My Love-life
Last month, baby went to France.. Was about to enjoy my freedom, but dunno y miss him so much. Life turned quiet suddenly. Then i realized how noisy n annoying he is! Hahaaa.... ;p Okay okay.. i know.. im mean to my bf... ;p who cares? Maybe this is the way we communicate! hehe... Bullying him is so much fun! ♥ I dunno.. sometimes i love him a lot, sometimes i feel like kicking his balls n strangle him to death! Life is about dilemmas, isn't it? To my frens who dun really know him, ya, he is treating me well, kind of sensitive, super caring but careless (LOL), kinda loving, always think bout me first, supportive, can really tolerate me (hehe, super important), makes me feel like a bf n he is my gf, always make me laugh n i always make him cry. Most importantly, kind hearted and ALWAYS FORGIVING. what else can i pick about?
Love is seeing an imperfect person as perfect ♥
♥ My SELF
Yup, lots of plan this year. Goin to Europe!! Its my turn!!! EXCITED~~
Expanding my passion at interest n increasing my knowledge. Read a lot about makeup n fashion recently. Wanna be a successful style advisor!
Planning to learn French also. Wanna finish my Japanese initially, but Japan's economic nowadays r not so strong as before after the quake, so i target the potential one first! :)
Life is so interesting! I ♥ my life.
